Need something new

When u feel not ease ,hating what u r doing ,and feeling that u don't like to give ,then u have to change.

you can change yourself,what u r doing,what u r thinking about,people u r around(if they r bad ones)but u know you can't change all around u.

But really i don't know what I really have to change...

I changed a lot in myself but feeling that I have to change more,
I can't change what I am doing as this is my college,my courses that i have no other choices to do,
I tried a to change some people around me but I failed e7l,but I think this year I love all around me(I think that God is gifting me).
Therefore,I think I have to change what i am thinking about...ok

What ba2a am I thinking about :
1-My college(I want to start studying coz midterm is becoming nearer..and the project"rabena yostor");
2-My Life(I want to drive,learn more things and be a good muslim);
3-My friends(they are changing with huge rate and I really want to know WHO ARE MY FRIENDS?)

mmm...
All are RESPONSIBILITIES;
No one can live without it,and only bad ones(who has meaningless life) who try to leave it to others.

So what do u think I can change??!!

What I have to do now is to Smile a very big large Family-size SMILE to life and begin carrying out my responsibilities and have them done to feel the joy of success "w Allah hwa al mosta3an".