Bored

When u find yourself sitting at home with your parents but u still feel lonely...
When u have a lot to do .. but you don't want to do anything from them ...
When go to the fridge to search for anything to eat while you are not feeling hungry ,
and when u find something you leave it and go.
When u like to sit in the balcony and look at the sky ..doing nothing but thinking about everything till u feel that your brain can't stop it..

That is is what I feel now ... it is a feeling of getting bored .I don't know if I am bored from what happening or bored from myself or bored from what ,

But I feel that I want to go out , to walk through the streets in the open air alone till I feel relief then i can come back home..but as I am a girl I can't do it at that hours :(

When sometimes I feel that feeling and talk to my mum she tells me to think about what gifts Allah gave me..and I will find them lots and then i feel satisfied and never bored..but u know when you feel bored u don't think that way.

Lessons learnt in FCIS

1. Self Study is a must.
2. Love what u study to do your best in it.
3. Don't let your studies make you forget yourself ,your friends or your health.
4. Make many friends coz you are in need to that.
5. You can expect anything to happen.
6. Whatever happen don't think it is the worst to happen.
7. It is so easy to wake up all night and still u don't finish what u have to do.

Worst Situations :S

• Doing to others things that u don't like it to be done to you.
• Being upset from others coz they didn't do what you expect them to , while u never do it before to them.
• Seeing your friends upset from each others and u don't try to make any step to make them return as they are.
• Not concentrating or not letting the one speaking to you to finish his words till the end.
• Helping people that you don't know well, while u don't help people close from you.
• Saving time for your friends to see or anything, while your parents who wants to sit with u ,c that u are always occupied.
• Trying to say or do bad things to ur friend just to get her attention ,while there are better things to do it.
• Blaming others for something while you are the reason of it.